I decided to keep you all in suspence. These are pictures of Bill's place without a damn thing in it. Before paint, before furniture, before anything.


This is the view from His kitchen looking into the living space



This is the oposite view. Looking into the kitchen.
This is the main bedroom looking in as you come into the room.


This is the inverse, looking back into his bathroom.


Now that you've seen it 'Vanilla', you'll get the finished product soon... like when i finish it.

just another boaring update... i tried a new wesite for my new blog 'blogtastic.com'... yea, didn't work out so well, somehow i cant let people post. even though only 2 people had it, it was still kind of flustrating.

i'm thinkin about MySpace, but thats a little to well known. who cares.

I went to Chicago last night, it was preatty fun, the trifecta was in effect, good times and good music. met this Adam kid, he was fucking hilarious. he would fit in well with our gang.

i cant wait to get out of here, and i also dont want to miss anyone. its weird knowing whats going on without too much complications.

update: depending on when Dennis can get out of his lease, i'll be moving to Madison a.s.a.p. so there. i wish i could say i was getting to go to NYC or chicago, but its just not falling into place.


i'm still looking for someone to go to NYC with me for a week or so, in early May.


Also, i'm looking to go to the 'Kitchen and Bath Industry show and conference' in Chicago. 25$ a ticket and a night out in Chicago (on me) to whoever wants to go and be a dork with me. Its April 21 - 23 so whenever.


If your any good at back rubs, i'll pay you. completely plutonic, i just need my shoulders to relax. i'm not used to painting 10ft walls.



sometime this week i should have pictures of Bill's place up on here.



thinking about going to the library more, to check out design books and start studying my new career.


Family: mom still thinks i'm selfish. its flustrating, it really is...
Fraternity: i need more sons!
Social: spending more time out means i'm gonna meet new people
Money: have $119 more than i thought i did, happy day
Work: transfering to (more than likely) Madison-West, and Jason might try and get fired, that'll be fun
Females: 99 problems... and a bitch ain't one
Drama: i should start some, just to make life more interesting
School: just to apply to the Design school, maybe look for some othere reputable schools to transfer too later
Friends: now that i have time on my hands not being in school and all, i'll see you more
Health: shoulders are killing me
Song: Pump it - Black Eyed Peas
Last Laugh: Adam, he's one hilarious guy

so in responce to kari's coment,

your right, i don't mean to make you look like a bad person here. its just gotten to the point that i'm pretty close to not giving a damn. yea, i was ticked at the time, but you had no reason to do anything special. i guess at the time i thought there might be somthing there. ah well. no biggie.

i'm just so happy i'm complacent about things now. i have so much other shit to worry about. i'm not dwelling anymore. i feel a bit more empowered now that i'm not a snivling, whining wreck. not that i was outwardly, but i felt like that for a while. i'm over it. i can listen to all the songs, i can think about all the times and not be.... well, not myself.

i think the main reason is that i know what i'm doing for the whole year. i know theres nothing left for me in Whitewater, why try and start somthing serious. why even atempt to start anything not serious?

i dont even know what i'm posting about anymore... theres only one thing i really want to know about us, and that i really don't want to know. you've moved on, so have i. i'm not lashing out at you, never ment to even if it seemed like it.

its nice to not have anything to say anymore.




ok, now to a post.


so i've been keepin myself occupied allot lately, with nothing much. i almost finished Bill's place, it looks FUCKING pimp. i love what i do.

i'm not coming back to UWW. i know i know, about time you figured that out. but it took a while for my ego to tell me to quit. but i'm still gonna be here, then in madison with Dennis in the fall... but the summer is still up in the air. I'd love to live out in NYC again, but that fell through. So i'm looking into living in Chicago with U-boat. this would be AWESoME. but more than likely it would end up me passing out on Fish's sofa.

tired... i'm soooo tired, just in general.


BUT PSYCHED! going to chicago to....marrow... technically. kickin house party and hopefully i'll get out and see arround the city saturday. i'm excited, and i hope nothing bad happens to the party.


i need to get in shape... cause i could be DAMN sexy. could be...