Class was canceled for me today, wich means i got to sleep in till 10:30ish. after taking advantage of the morning wood, and talking to Dennis, i went to shower. A good long one where i decided to post about 2 things.

1. What should i do with my hair?
2. Why am i already hearing Christmas music!?!?

1) i'm thinkin about cutting it shorter, but a part of me thinks to let it go, i got no one to impress, why not? i kinda liked the buzz cut, it was easy and whatnot, but i'm so wishywashy its sick.

2) ITS NOVEMBER 17TH!!!!! wh did i hear 2 chrismas songs in a row! at least the oldies stations warn you when there going to start. literally, they had an add on 9.49 that there going to start the day after thanksgiving...

SANTA IS ALREADY AT THE MALL!!! fuck this man, i'm not a big fan of the holidays, i tend to get depressed and lonely. i think theres a word for it, but i think this year is gonna be different, my family is actually doing somthing for thanksgiving, but christmas is still up in the air. I haven't had a good christmas sence i was in Iowa... 3, maybe 4 years now...

so yea, i hate the happyness of the holidays and my hair.