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to be read in a solom tone]
Thank you for telling me this. I did fall to hard. and that's my own fault. I hope that my actions wernt too overzealous and the plain fact is that i overreacted these last few weeks. I put my priorities and feelings above hers. For this i apologize. I was also going through a stressfull time and having that closure would have helped me, but would have caused her much more stress. my selfishness was blinding to that.
I hope that we all can move on for this 3 month escapade. I feel i have lost a brother, a good friend, and part of myself to all of this. One day, i hope that me and Al can be civil, maybe get one last hug from Kari, and I will be able to open up to another as i did.
I dont wish to blame anyone for anything i've done and i didn't realize that i was the bringer of unwarented stress. I wish her well in completing her project, and her realationship. I wish Al well in going back to school, his band, and his relationship.
I must move on, and if i have lost friendships allong the way, i hope that one day i can return and rekindle them, but as for now, we all go our seperate ways.
*sigh* i just wish i could somehow fix this, but sometimes, it just makes things worse and hurt more. Now, its just best to walk away.
Good night, God Bless
Andrew Preston Hale