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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Life at this exact moment

i've become very lax on updating this blog of mine... and i'm sorry for all of you that have been checking it. The sad fact is, i dont really do anything anymore. I've become a shell of my former interesting self. I dont hang out with the same people, I just do alot of 'chillin'. not necicarily a bad thing, but i feel like i'm missing somthing. So in light of me not really having anything to talk about, i'll use my Ending thoughts as a format to a blog entry:

Family: They helped out with some of the money for celebration, wich i'll talk about later, but on a whole, i miss them. I feel like a bad son when i cant do anything with them and there forced to come to my sotre in beloit to talk to me, wich is nice, but i wish i could do stuff with the family more, like go somewhere or just do somthing as a family... but sad thing is, they do too, its me who keeps being busy... i'm a horrible son.

Fraternity: They quit... well, Trav quit. Celebration isn't happening. Theres alot of ball dropping going on. Its not entirely all our faults, its just flustrating that we cant gell still.... i hope lyrecrest helps a bunch...

Social: I'm hanging out at the bars more, wich lets me get away and also drains my bank account quicker. i like being able to go out with Tiffany and Joia and being the 'Strait-Gay-Friend'. i get to see alot of the people that i went through classes and lived with, cause we all hang out at the bars, but i'm becoming a barfly... i dont know if i like that.

Money: -$40... damn it, how am i going to pay for tickets out to NYC if i keep doing that. payday is Thursday, but still, i have no gas and no food. I hate being poor. but we all are, so i cant rightly complain.

Work: Still getting shit for being me, but thats expected. The auditer is at the store, so my manager actually does his job. People stick arround so i'm not solo all the time. Daryl still doesnt do anything... I'm such a golden child at this place i'm scared to leave... what if i cant get away with the shit i get away with in madison? wat if i hate it? what if i dont get a raise? Fuck it, i can waht if all day long...

Females: Nothing. Slight blips on the radar, but those flights are all departing or heading to different destinations. every time i get to like a girl, somthing comes up where i have to do the gentlemanly thing and back down. It sucks. I'd like a date to formal, an actual date. not just another person who wants to go... i think i'm just gonna crash and not pay for a room and just fall asleep in someones bath tub. I'm a lonely man with alot of love and time to spend on a girl.

Drama: none that i can think of, havent talked to my drama in a month or so now. kinda feels good, and bad at the same time.

School: Have to enrol and shmooze a professor to let me in past the YEAR LONG waiting list... i guess, worst case senario, i get to a full time position and make some bank before i go off to school... it could be worse.

Friends: Just got back from Karinas with Paul, Adrian and 'Drea. i felt so out of the loop... i hate growing apart.

Health: not getting fat anymore, i am fat. I need someone to whip me into shape. I want to look good naked. The fact that we have a new mirror in the bathroom should help, i see myself when i get out of the shower, when i'm my most comfortable and not sucking anything in or flexing and slouching... yea, not a pretty sight...

Song: Take off your Clothes - morningwood

Last Laugh: Chillin with the boys (yes i know dreas a girl) at karinas

oh yea, I got this for you all = MySpace

Written at 6:25 PM by Peanuts.

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